2000-09-04 | 05:12:41

sometimes i long to be a normal girl.

wearing the hair color she was born with.

going to church every week.

drinking eight glasses of water a day.

exercising on a regular basis.

doing volunteer work.

keeping a neat home.

dating a nice lawyer, doctor or dentist.

reading martha stewart's living magazine monthly and actually completing recipes and craft projects from its pages.

while i have done all of these at one point in the past, those were only flails into normalcy.

i seemed pretty normal growing up.

what a facade. boy, did i have them fooled. boy, did i have myself fooled.

i'm so glad i'm finally figuring out how really weird i am.

but i guess you already knew that.

heh.

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